tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256481383244669826.post1308425094371929082..comments2023-11-03T08:56:33.469-04:00Comments on Days of Living Aimlessly: Heaven and HellJonah Gibsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15718378638626020770noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256481383244669826.post-40560207413816958992013-05-24T12:52:36.700-04:002013-05-24T12:52:36.700-04:00I was brought up in Catholicism ( Black and White ...I was brought up in Catholicism ( Black and White and Pain)<br />After running away from my abusive husband last year,I started to ponder about this "What the Hell?" issue. Re-creating myself through spirituality, metaphysics and changing belief system has led to crossroads of religious aspect. I truly believe there is something more powerful then me in this universe and Christians call it God. Then "be good and you will get to heaven" part does not quite settle with me. Why? Because I am done with COUNTING my good and bad deeds, do wishful thinking or fear finale, constantly looking over my shoulder. Marinating in past. (Damn you past for haunting me and stopping to be better then I was yesterday!)<br />Chains of failure, mistakes heavily clinging to the spirit, anchoring you to not move forward. Negative, rooted beliefs and traumatic experiences flashing at me, when I want to breathe. That`s my kind of Hell. <br />There is no such thing as Heaven/Earth/Hell separation in my point of view. Its all here on earth, it`s just what we chose to have. Its happening right now right here! There is no magical reward for your good heart (well maybe Karma only) after your body dies. It`s upon us to live in Heaven or Hell (or in my case Wonderland!)<br />p.s I don`t watch TV simply because of brainwash and negativity reasons.Alice Kokohttp://www.heartfeltmanuscripts.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256481383244669826.post-32950764840721504212011-05-03T11:20:50.160-04:002011-05-03T11:20:50.160-04:00You got great points there, that's why I alway...You got great points there, that's why I always love checking out your blog. <br /> <br /> My blog: <br />rachat credit pret et simulation de <a href="http://www.rachatdecredit.net" rel="nofollow">rachat de credit</a>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256481383244669826.post-23022855503286867272011-04-29T14:37:28.616-04:002011-04-29T14:37:28.616-04:00Sometimes I feel like I write these entries in a v...Sometimes I feel like I write these entries in a vacuum. I don't have very many readers, and those that I do have are mostly reticent when it comes to commenting on what I have said, or left unsaid for that matter. That, and there is little in the way of current topical issues that engages me enough to write about. I'm mostly all about me, although I like to think in entertaining, introspective, and informative ways. So I'm sometimes taken by surprise when I find national media exploring some of the same issues as I. Case in point: Time Magazine's cover article on evangelist, Rob Bell, who wonders out loud in his new book whether Heaven might be open to admitting such moral (though non-Christian) luminaries as Ghandi.<br /><br />http://www.time.com/time/nation/article/0,8599,2065080-2,00.html<br /><br />This is way more interesting to me than the royal wedding, although, and I mean this sincerely, I hope to see the happy couple in Heaven one day as well.Jonah Gibsonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15718378638626020770noreply@blogger.com